so apparently the theme of my dreams has been "past challenges"
there is a bit of irony in that given that in the dreams I am facing and surmounting said challenges with such grace and ease. My mom tells a story of how and just when she mastered slalom skiing. It was in a dream. The next day, despite weeks of struggle, she popped right up and can to this day, regardless of how long she's been off the water.
My dream challenges:
properly cleaning a house
fixing things (again, house related)
cooking
making a perfect cup of coffee (or perfectly acceptable, rather)
...
and now just typing all of that I realize these dreams have been about the home front. About what is my home -- and home perhaps a metaphor referencing knowing myself; where my dreams reside within me and having the ability and knowhow to answer and follow/fulfill myself.
At this moment, compositions and production/creative design I find most fulfilling. Perhaps after so many years of multi-creative tasking, i am ready to settle in and make a nest for myself in this symbiotic niche. Why yes, I rather think that's it -- and to perfect the skills associated therein. Perhaps in the next week I will deduce what the cake, coffee, and cleanliness symbolize.
to dream...my impossible dreams.
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